Sayonara October

Wuaaaaaaaa......

October will have ended in no more than 2 hours
and....

WELCOME NOVEMBER

hope it will be a month of joy :)
*fingers crossed*

Anw, today i shopped a lot, really -_________- \
(@book off, daiso youme, sushi kappa, uniqlo, hirose aaarrgghh)

Should save more money for this week !!!

がんばりましょう！！！！

Live Your Life

When we were kids,
we dreamt to be great people.
We expected ourselves to do great things.
Be the best student ,
Be a succesful businessman,
Be a president,
Win the Nobel Award.

We thought that these kind of things above were easy to be achieved.


Unfortunately, 

when we are adult,

we finally see the reality by ourselves
that our little childhood dreams are not as easy as what we used to think.
I mean,
really,
it's damn hard.

Coz life sometimes sucks,
that makes us give up to try,
to move on,
to reach that damn silly happy dreams.

Maybe we are not supposed to be these great people.
Great people whose their names are at the headline of the newspaper,
pictures in every tv show which roaring their names for their heroic act or noble contribution for the world wide.

Maybe we are meant to be just ordinary people who have ordinary lives.

Still, with this solely ordinary life
we indeed have one shot to live our lives to the fullest. 

Live like we're dying.
Live as if it is the last day of your life.

So, there won't be regret anymore.
coz you have tried your best every day:)

Sunday Morning

IT'S SUNDAY MORNING :D:D

unfortunately,
it's raining  -________- *groargroar*

Hate raining because:
u have to use umbrella,
u can't walk fast,
and it will drench my bag and my shopping stuff   *groargroargroar*

Yesterday i just had the weirdest dream ever.

So in my dream, om abu asked me to go to australia or something by a MOTORCYCLE (heh?!)

Total absurd dream -.-"


Hope today will be FUN
*fingers crossed*

(Almost) Over A Week Review

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Thank God it's finally Friday and tomorrow is Saturday :):):):)

Gosh this week is quite tough.

1. A lot of tests (日本語文法クイズ、デイクテション　クイズ, Tradition & Societies test)

2. My econ mid term exam's score  is 14/40


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T_______________________________________________T



I am so frustrated, desperated, devastated, a lot of bad feelings kinda mixed up which definitely have affected my last 3 days .. :(:(:(

Nonetheless, today Aye said that he won't give C to the students, at least, he will give A or B
:D :D
(Though I don't know for sure whether he was talking about the homework score or report score or other score, it should be a good sign right? *fingers crossed*)

As there is no use to be trapped in the past, I should move on and go forward !

Every cloud has a silver lining and I DO believe in that.

Although tomorrow I have Mairaku practice, make-up class for Tradition & Societies (for 3 hours non-stop), and there are queuing bunch of tasks for next week,

let us がんばりましょう！！

Like what Churchill said:


"Never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, give up. Never give up. Never give up. Never give up." 


hope next week will be better than this week
*keeps my fingers crossed*

Sekilas Pagi

 おはようございます～

Hari ini 13.9 derajat dengan kelembapan 72 % disertai dengan kecepatan angin sebesar 5.3 m/s.

Basically g gatau kalau kecepatan angin segitu itu gede ato ga,
tapi..
di luar anginnya GA NYANTAI ABIS!!
Jendela kamar g aja ampe bunyi ketuk ketuk terus gara gara diterjang angin ga nyantai itu

Anw, hari ini bisa dibilang aga cukup nyantai karena gada test apa apa (buat hari ini doang) :D:D

Fyi, g ga jadi apply buat sa dengan pertimbangan masih clueless dengan apa yang akan ditulis.
Mudah mudahan semester 2 g bisa apply dan diterima
AMIN

*keep my fingers crossed*

Gundah Gulana

Haruskah saya daftar jadi SA sekarang ato nanti ?

Kalau sekarang:
sepertinya tidak akan sempat karena besok ada 2 nihongo test dan masi clueless tentang apa yang harus ditulis :(

Kalau semester depan:
takutnya banyak yang daftar dan chance buat keterima susa :(

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Apakah yang harus saya lakukan??

Saya bingung ?.?

Tuhan tolonglah saya

Busy Week

WUAAAAAAAAAA.....

It is finally saturday :):)


Gosh, this week is so tiring coz there are a lot of tests such as nihongo quiz and the damn economic aye test also the dance for the homecoming day -.-"

Today, we just performed the Borneo Medley-dance at the stage in front of the fountain

We started by going in a parade at 4.30 p.m (full with the dance clothes and attributes)
from the Millenium Hall to the fountain BARE FOOTED which was so freezing -.-"
not to mention the breeze T.T

Then at 5.30 p.m we performed the dance
and, thank God, it was good (at least there was no fatal mistake or something)

Hope next week will be far more hima then this week
*keeps my finger crossed*

p.s :my cheeks become red after cleaning the make up :(:( aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

20.10.2010 at 20.10

A very unique date and time combination which only come once :):)

In this day,
I should have been happy,have some rests. have a leisure, or something

But,
this week, actually it has been a bit tough :(

There are soooo many HOMEWORKS and TESTS (especially nihongo and the workshop grrrrrrr)
but tooooo little time to take a rest :(:(:(:( which is frustrating

Also, I will have my first economic test this Friday

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

which is getting my nerves out   -.-

Hope this week will end fast
*keep my fingers crossed*

(Fyi, I posted this at 20.10 hehe)

Late Day

1st late:
Ngaronjeng practice
Came at 9.00 a.m while I should have come at 8.45 a.m (15 minutes late)

2nd late:
Sunday mass
Came at 2.00 p.m to the church while the mass had started from 1.30 p.m (30 minutes late)

3rd late:
APU INA gathering
Came to the Fukamachi beach at 5.00 p.m while the gathering had started from 4.00 p.m (1 hour late)

Reasons:

1st late:
Actually I woke p at 7.30 a.m but I was still sleepy and tired, so I woke up and prepared to go half-heartedly -.- ''

2nd late:
Before went to the church, we went to eat ramen which was so cool since it was my first time to eat in a real Japanese restaurant in Beppu :D and I loveeee the salted vegetables :a:a (best salted vegetables I've ever eaten :D:D). Anyway, eventhough the girls had finished, we had to wait for the starving boys because they ate A LOT like 2 or 3 bowls each person. So, we went out from that dim restaurant about at 1.20 a.m and we had to walk, waited the bus, lalalala. Thus we were late (the homily had done precisely by the time we entered the church).

3rd late:
After went to You Me, we walked to the bus station about at 3.45 p.m. Unfortunately, we took the wrong bus, because its route is a way too far and longer and it stopped for about 15 minutes in front of Suginoi Place. Anyway the good thing is, we could see the other side of Beppu (coz the route was different compare to the usual route that we knew) which was kinda interesting :D

Anw, it still has been a GREAT DAY !!
eventhough i was so tired and sleepy and still haven't studied for tomorrow nihongo test :(:(

One more thing, yesterday I had the Mairaku welcome party at Kak Tisya's apartment which was so FUN!!
We had nabe pot party and although the space for us to sit was so limited (coz it was not too big), it was still FUN :D:D


Hope good memories will last till the end :)
*keep my fingers crossed*

Reasons to be grateful..

when we still can hear the chirping birds every time we wake up

when you still can feel the sunshine through your skin

when you still can see the beauty of morning

when you have people who care about you

when you are given 1 more day to live

when you know that YOU ARE LOVED and WE LOVE YOU

These are all that matter.

First 1 Month in Beppu

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GA KERASA G UDAH 1 BULAN DISINI

Gila, g baru nyadar kalo waktu itu emang berjalan amat sangat cepat
Perasaan kayanya baru kemaren ini g masi di rumah, bersantai santai ria, trus tiap sabtu mingg pasti nonton ceriwis (haha ga penting sih).

Eh sekarang g uda ada disini jauh dari rumah, gada ortu, dan yang semuanya serba mesti kerjain sendiri :(

Katanya orang,
kalau kita study abroad gitu, 3 bulan pertama pasti kerasa berat banget karena kita bakal homesick gitu.

Tapi kalo berdasarkan apa yang g rasakan sekarang ini....
Jujur aja yaa, g si ga terlalu homesick gitu (aneh ga sih?)

Maksudnya bukan g benci ama rumah g,
tapi mungkin g mikir kalo
this is what i want to,
so i should not regret it (even you regret it, it's too late and no point at all to regret it)

G inget kata guru les inggris g (dan kata nyokap g juga)
Mereka bilang, kalau kita uda disini, jangan mikirin rumah lagi.

Emang si ada masa masanya dimana tiba tiba u inget rumah, keluarga u, dogi dogi u, dan lain lainnya
tapi dari pada mikirin itu terus, kalo g sih mending mikirin yang laen aja hehehe.

Abis kan kalo kita nginget rumah lalalala itu kan kita jadi kangen terus jadi mellow gitu suasananya :(:(

Pas waktu di bandara,
temennya nyokap g (yang ikut nganter g) bilang
kalo setelah kita check ini dan mau masuk ke imigrasi, jangan nengok ke belakang lagi.
Soalnya katanya kalo nengok ke belakang,
kita pasti dadadadahan lagi ama keluarga kita terus jadi sedih d :(

Anw, so far si situasi disini si masi ok ok aj la,
tapi capenya itu loh.
Ya ampun (apalagi abis latian nari) -.-

Terus kayanya disini g berubah jadi makhluk nokturnal gitu karena jam tidur g jadi super ngaret abis.
Belom lagi disini g makan nya aga memprihatinkan (maklum lah belom punya rice cooker dan masi miskin)

Tapiiii.....
banyak juga lah pengalaman yang seneng senengnya.
(males ah ditulis satu satu, tar kepanjangan)

Last but not the least,

HAPPY FIRST 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN BEPPU :):)

Hope good memories will last
*keeps my finger crossed*

Umbrella's Tragedy

Tepatnya beberapa hari yang lalu,
waktu g mau kuliah, berhubung cuacanya ujan (dan cukup deras)
maka, terpaksalah g membawa payung miki g (yang sebenernya kondisinya uda cukup rapuh gara gara uda ada 1 jari jarinya yang patah).

Setelah menempuh perjalanan yang cukup melelahkan (karena ujan, becek, dan angin yang ga nyantai)
sampai juga lah g ke gedung tempat kelas g berada.
Eh dasar nasib, pas g mau masukkin, payung g malah makin rusak (jari jarinya ada yang patah lagi)
pokonya intinya payung itu kalo dibuka, sudah tak berbentuk payung lagi.

HIKSHIKSHIKS

Padahal kan itu payung kesayangan g dan payung paling bagus yang pernah g dapet slama 18 tahun
T.T
Ada miki dan mini nya pula
T.T T.T
Miki dan mini nya disney cuties pula
T.T T.T T.T

Padahal, uda g bela belain servis dulu ke si abang tukang payung (pas g masi di Jakarta).

Beh.
Tetep juge ga kuat menghadapi ganasnya angin lembah apu.

Lanjut.

Sehabis kelas, karena masi ujan, jadinya g nebeng payung orang.
Nah kebetulan g pulang aga malem waktu hari itu (gara gara ada apa gitu).
Maka, terbersit lah (wopo) dalam pikiran g untuk mengambil payung nganggur yang ada di depan shokudou.

ambil jangan ambil jangan ambil jangan ambil jangan

Akhirnya g ambil juga 1 payung berwarna coklat di sana (soalnya menurut g agak lumayan bagus).
Terus pas g buka tu payung.

Beh.

Ternyate sodare sodare payung itu juga rusak.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Mungkin g langsung kena karma kali yee gara gara berniat mau nyolong payung orang.
*maafkan saya Tuhan umatMu yang tidak tahan godaan ini*

Nah, uda gitu bingung kan g mau dikemanain si payung ini.
Kebetulan abis itu, g mau ke coop.
Jadi ya g taro aja payung coklat itu di depan coop.

Yah mungkin g sudah ditakdirkan buat membeli payung baru.

Hari ini, g sudah membeli payung baru (yeeaaaay)
warna pink gonjreng (biar nyentrik).

Trus mahal juga lagi harganya, sekitar 80 ribu :(:(

Beh, awas aja d kalo uda beli mahal mahal terus rusak lagi...

Mudah mudahan payung kali ini awet ampe g lulus.

AMIN.

*keep my fingers crossed*

Angel

I believe that God lives in every single of us

but a lot of times
our evil side seems stronger
that makes us
blind,
fragile,
and trapped in the dark

we lose our way to Him

we do not know how to communicate to Him
we do not know how to feel Him
we do not how to know that He cares for us,
loves us

so God sends an angel to every human in the earth

to help us see
to lead our way back to Him
to teach us how to communicate to Him
to show us how to feel Him
and let us know that He cares for us,
loves us

This angel helps us to bear
every bitterness that we taste,
every storm that we face,
and every pain that we get

In my case,
one thing i know for sure
that my angel
is you :):)

M.I.M.P.I

Generally, banyak orang yang mendambakan untuk bermimpi dalam tidurnya
entah pengen mimpi dapet ini lah, ketemu si itu lah, jadi si ini lah dan seterusnya.

G termasuk orang yang dahulunya demikian,
tapi setelah hampir setiap hari bermimpi (yang kebanyakan ga terlalu bagus, bahkan malah nakutin atau bikin sedih -.-) g berubah menjadi orang yang tidak terlalu suka untuk bermimpi.

Misalnya aja beberapa hari yang lalu, g mimpi ketemu dogi dogi g.

Yah jelas aja g seneng (secara uda ampir 1 bulan g uda beranjak dari rumah gitu),
eh tapi endingnya malah dogi dogi g yang namanya si grimi itu hampir tenggelem.
Dan pas g selamatin (kayanya dari semacam sungai), dianya uda sekarat dan g nangis sesenggukan
ampe pas g bangun dari mimpi aneh itu, mata g bener-bener beraer kaya abis nangis gitu.

Contoh laen,

pas g smp gitu, g inget banget kalo ampir tiap ari g mimpi
dan mimpinya juga bukan mimpi yang bagus lagi.
Mimpi g pas waktu itu ya kalau bukan dikejar polisi lah, diburu penjahat lah,
pokonya intinya mah g kaya diburu ama semua orang terus harus lari lari dan sembunyi menyelamatkan diri gitu.
Ampe pas di mimpinya itu g nyadar g pengen mimpinya cepet udahan dan buru buru bangun,
dan pas g bangun pun napas g masi ngos ngosan serasa bener bener abis lari (mimpi apaan kan coba).

Berangkat dari pengalaman memiliki mimpi aneh bin ajaib itu lah g selalu berharap kalau hari ini dalam tidur, g engga akan bermimpi.

Nah menurut si "abang wiki" sih definisi mimpi itu sendiri adalah:

A dream is a succession of images, sounds or emotions that the mind experiences during sleep.

Sebenernya ada juga yang bilang kalau mimpi itu merepresentasikan hati nurani kita.
Kalo di bahasa inggris-in:
"dream represents what we feel and want the most at the present time."

Mungkin itu bener juga karena beberapa hari sebelum g mimpi dogi dogi g itu,
emang entah mengapa kangen ama dogi dogi g.
(tapi amit amit d kalo ampe beneran kejadian *ketok meja 3x*)

Ada juga yang bilang katanya mimpi itu "a sign of something that might happen".

Nah ini dia yang paling g takutin, karena amit amit banget d kalau kita mimpinya jelek terus bener bener kejadian. *ketok meja 3x lagi*

Tapi emang kadang mimpi itu nunjukkin sesuatu, misalnya waktu si unyil (salah 1 dogi dogi g) rip, g bener bener sedih banget ampe berhari hari soalnya si unyil itu udah menjadi bagian dari keluarga g dan begitu dia pergi, kayanya ada sesuatu yang hilang dan ga lengkap dalam rumah g.

Ampe suatu hari g gatau kapan tepatnya,
g mimpi ketemu dia lagi dan dia masih sama kaya dulu
dengan mukanya dia yang super minta dikasihani dan ekornya yang suka dikibas-kibasin.

Waktu g bangun, g bilang ke bokap g tentang mimpi g itu,
terus bokap g bilang, "Cha, artinya dia uda bahagia di alam sana."
Mungkin bener mungkin engga, tapi entah mengapa g meyakini hal itu.

Sebenernya g perna dikasi tau buat nyatet tiap mimpi yang perna g alami.
(maksudnya jadi kalo g ngerasa deja vu, g bisa ngecek bener ato engga gitu ceritanya)
Tapi setelah dipikir pikir, kalau ternyata g deja vu dan bener bener kejadian entar g malah makin supersticious lagi, jadi ahirnya g memutuskan untuk tidak mencatat mimpi mimpi g.
(sebenernya si main reasonnya mah males hehehe :P)

Anw itulah beberapa pengalaman g sama yang namanya mimpi.
Dan, mudah mudahan hari ini g ga akan bermimpi lagi.
(at least kalo mimpi, mimpi yang bagusan deh hehehe)

*keep my fingers crossed*

FINALLY......

FINALLY

itulah satu kata yang mungkin paling cocok untuk mendeskripsikan coming backnya saya ke dunia perblogan (wuidih gayanya padahal baru ada 9 posts)

anw mudah-mudahan mulai sekarang saya akan lebi rajin ngeblog..amin..

g baru nyadar kalau uda lamaaaaa bangeeettt g tidak ngeblog (ada kali 1 taun)..
yaa maklum lah blog ini kan tugas pas sma dulu, jadinya pas uda dinilai ya uda ga perna di-update2 lagi deh hehehe :D

g juga gatau kenapa tiba tiba malem ini
saat semuanya sudah sepi dan g cuman sendirian di kamar,

*CRING*

tiba tiba bisa keinget blog g
padahal nama blog g aja g lupa (ketauan ga niatnya bikin blog ;P)
untung ahirnya g inget juga (terinspirasi setelah beberapa menit tiduran bentar)

nah berhubung sekarang uda hampir midnight dan mata g juga uda keriyep keriyep,
sampai disini dulu lah blog untuk hari ini

so..
see ya :):)

tomorrow will be much more a better day than today 
*keep my fingers crossed*