Who Know Me?

My mom once said that the one who knows you the very best is mere yourself.

I agree with her.
Theoretically.

But, practically,
to be honest,
in many times,
I don't know what I want.

I don't know why in a minute I can be so happy while the next minute I can be so gloomy.
I don't know why my mood can turn upside down like this.
I don't know why loneliness and desperation can all of a sudden overwhelm me.
I don't know why I can suddenly lose courage and confident to face the reality.

Maybe, I don't know me at all.

  




Yeah, I do really wish like that.

Anw, today is 8 degrees!!
GOSH.

Hope it will be a great day.

*fingers crossed*