From Jakarta With Love

December 24, 2010

I finally decided to go to Osaka.
Honestly, till now, I still don't know whether it is a right decision or not.
Anw, after that I went to coop to get the feri ticket, checked my mail box,
and....
I found a letter.
First, I thought that it might be another bill or something.
Then, I suddenly recognized a very familiar writing.

IT'S MY MOM'S!!

I was so surprised. Really.
Coz she never mentioned anything about it.
She didn't even look like miss me or show emotions whenever I skyped with her.
Unwittingly, tears came down.
For 2 consecutive days, in almost at the same time,
I cried.
Again.

The letter reminds me
that no matter how far I am now,
there will be people who are waiting for me,
people who care me the most,
people who pray for me each and every day,
people who always encourage me to pursue my dreams,
people who will support me whenever I am hopeless,
people who will welcome me home.

And these people are you all,
mom, dad, and koko  ;))))))

Thank you God,
for giving me these people in my life,
for placing me into this family.

Now I do understand when people say that the best place is home.
Yeah, home is where I belong.

Having read that letter,
I promised to myself
that I won't make them down,
I won't make them sad,
I won't make them worry about me.

I just hope that someday, somehow,
they can smile to me
and feel proud for having me as their daughter/sister.

Even words can't describe how grateful I am for having you all as my family.
Thanks from A-Z,
dear mom, dad, koko :))))))
love you all the most.