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Ok it's been a while since my last post.
Here is a brief summary about what had happened from the end of January till the beginning of February.

After finishing all the exams which are nihongo and kaikeigaku, there came PARTIES! such as E Building Nabe Party, E5 Barbeque Party, and APU INA 22 Lunch Party which turned quite fun ;D

The Nihongo kimatus shiken's results had come out and Thank God they were not as bad as what I imagined. Here is the detail:

bunpou:78/84
chokai; 20/24
reading:33,5/34
sakubun: 18/20
kanji:80/80

Actually there is JLPT and kaiwa however since the results remain unknown till this day, I can't tell.

On February 8th, I finally came back to JAKARTA!!

We got on the bus at 6 a.m at Beppu wan and after a long journey, I finally arrived at 6 p.m.

Nothing special happened in my birthday, just casual happy-birthday-saying from my friend ,no birthday surprise whatever, anyway the most important thing is I'M HOME!!!!

I used to imagine how cool it was when I finally arrived at Jakarta after months studying abroad like what my brother felt (I doubt that he thinks it's cool though). 
The reality is that when you finally come back to your hometown, you barely believe that it is real.
You won't even whether it is a cool thing whatsoever because at the end of the day, you just want to be at your home, surrounded with the people whom you love.
I think that is the most worthful present for my birhtday.

It's like a dream that one day you finally wake up and here you are, come back to your home again.
Life moves so damn fast that you barely even feel it.

The thing is, I'm in my home now.
But, I don't feel it is right which is crazy because this time is the time that I longed for months when I was still in Japan.

So, I just can conclude that men never ever will satisfy with everything that they have right now.
Seriously, it is really hard to be grateful of what you have at this moment because we always want what we don't have or can't have which is really a pain on the ass.


Anyway, I hope that I can throw this stupid useless thought inside my mind far far away because I know that I will think the opposite when I finally come back to Japan.