Grateful

So here is the chronology.

April 28th, 2011

I passed 1st screening of Honors Scholarship!
One of the best day ever :)))

May 10th, 2011

I went to downtown, celebrated k Magda's bday (though came very late), and stayed a night in K Hanna & K Zona's house which was super fun coz we talked and got so many precious advices from them :))

May 11th, 2011

Starting the day by going out to find breakfast (1st option was to eat fried gyoza unfortunately it was closed) and ended up in kaori ramen. Had a nice chat with K Hanna & K Zona, then just realized that my 4 seniors have super incredibly great achievements.
At 1 p.m went back to AP House, hastily took a shower and prepared the materials for 2nd screening honors scholarship.At 2 p.m, going down to internet room to copy something, then when I re-checked, just found out that my ID Card was gone. Super panic, ran up and down from my room to the internet room. Checking every possible place but didn't find it. Hopelessly ran to the IPS 3 at 2.45 p.m, called K Hanna said to her that I might have left my ID in her house. She told me not to be panic and asked me to go to IPS 3 immediately.
There, K Hanna helped me to ask whether it was ok if I didn't bring my ID and amazingly it was OK!
Trying my best to register online in the computer (with K Hanna's help) then hopelessly came home miserably painful just to find out that my ID Card was in my other bag. Blamed myself for being that careless and stupid in the most important day. Screwed my day with my carelessness.

Days before May 25th, 2011

Blaming myself for not doing my best in the 2nd screening (in my opinion). Scared of the result that would come. Couldn't think clearly. Making my own gut (which I shouldn't have done). Starting every day in the morning with the thought that I might fail. Feeling desperate and hopeless. In my worst temper. Fought with my mom a lot. Being a bad friend to my chat-friend. Listening to When You Believe almost every day to pump up my hope and spirit. Doing novena prayer everyday. Reading bible and muse every morning.

May 25th ,2011

Woke up at 11 something. Turning on my laptop at 11.48 a.m. Opened my campus terminal, got a message regarding about my 2nd screening. Turned out that I passed 2nd screening :DDDD

Feeling grateful more than ever.

Realizing that Jesus answers my prayer.

Starting to believe that miracle does happen when you believe.
Disbelieving my own gut coz it doesn't show me anything but endless worries.

#prayingforthe finalresultonJune22th

Who knows what miracle, 

you can achieve?

When you believe,

somehow you will.

You will when you believe.

When You Believe-Mariah Carey feat Whitney Houston

Special Thanks to:

my family

K Hanna

K Zona

and you who painstakingly go to the church everyday and wait for 12 p.m just to pray for me