no worries!

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that today you should take a vacation from worries.
	Take this moment to conjure up a fond memory. A time in your life when you were content and happy. Dwell on that moment for a while, let those feelings of contentment permeate your soul. Today is a good day to be content, so take a vacation from your worries.

awwww

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that you matter.
	People need you. People you love and even people you have never met are depending on you. You matter to God as well. No one else can be the person you were created to be. Do not think for a minute that you are not important; - the world needs you. God needs you.

help n support indeed for next week's report n exams!

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's ok to ask for help.
	You are not here to do it all alone. That would be crazy! Do you know how to grow rice, spin yard or make electricity? No one does it all alone. That's why people have each other. Relying on and supporting each other is what makes the world go round. Don't be shy about asking for help.

where is my sanctuary?

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that there will be times when you feel tossed around by the tempests of your emotions.
	When this happens, look for that still sacred space within you. Take some time to rest in that space. After a time, when you are ready, come out to face the world again.

sampai ahir minggu ini

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that God will get you through the pain.
	Everyone experiences pain sometimes, emotional and physical. Next time it threatens to overwhelm you, take a deep breath. As you breathe slowly, picture God holding you, crying with you, giving you the strength to get through.

forgive and forget in practical field is the hardest part

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that there are no wrongs that God cannot make right.
	So you've been hurt or maybe you hurt someone else. God can fix it. God may be nudging you this very moment to ask for forgiveness or be willing to forgive. Trust God, listen and act. There is no wrong that God cannot make right.

How my problems were gradually solved one by one

Sunday, January 8th: Laptop crashed

Monday, January 9th: Sneaked into school's dorm to use computer and internet

Tuesday, January 10th: Finally the crashed laptop could be fixed :D

Thursday, January 12th: Was advised to call the bus one more time, hopelessly called, unexpectedly he said that my cellphone was there. Feel blessed coz I didn't expect this at all.

Like my mom said, be grateful to God for every bless that I have given till now.
God has created a plan that we might have never ever imagined before.
It may not as simple and easy as we want.
We may have to stumble and stumble during the journey.
But God has plan.
What the purpose of all these incidents that happened to us remains as a mystery now.
Maybe someday, we can recall these and be grateful that these things happened to us.
Coz these make us stronger and be more faithful to God.

Thank you Jesus.

exactly the answer I need

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that kindness doesn't go unanswered.
	Even though it seems like thanks and acknowledgments for good deeds are in short supply, God notices them. When you feel like giving up because gratitude eludes, remember that God is delighted in your efforts. Don't stop showing kindness because you feel unappreciated, the author of good things appreciates you very much.

Okay here's the thing.

After all the dramas and problems that I've been through for these last 6 months, sometimes I feel that I don't get any support.
Like it's all me by myself.
Like I don't get any support.
Even no one asks how my condition is, what I will do, and so on.
Like they don't care or maybe they still think I'm the one to be blame even though she has thoughtlessly spread the wrong rumor.

I was asked to forgive everything that she has done to me.
However, to implement that into the reality needs much more efforts.
I have to acknowledge that to forgive and to forget is a damn hard thing to be done (even she never says sorry to me after all the gossips). I am a super oblivious person. But don't ask me to forget the things that she has done to me easily for the past few months.
Since I've cleared it out (I doubt that she had cleared it out first. I think she finally ought to clear it out coz in the end, people would know), I try my best to be positive-thinking.
To be kind and warm to everyone (except her).
I tried pretty much since that time.
However, I won't deny that sometimes I long for somebody's support.
In the midst of loneliness, I find this message which is exactly the answer I need.
Maybe it is really God's message.

well said!

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's okay to say no.
	It is better to do a few things well than a bunch of things shoddily. If you are feeling overwhelmed, don't take on anything more. It's okay, and you might be giving someone else a chance to get involved. You don't have to be all things to all people; a few things to a few people will be just fine.

Quick Review

January 5th: lost my phone, freaked out about flight ticket on February

January 6th: finally got booked flight ticket. Thank's God for super great parents :)

heart warming enough

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that you are needed, you are wanted, you are loved.
	Blessings to you and your family.

cheer me up!

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that encouragement is important.
	Everybody needs to be encouraged, including you. Keep doing the best you can, you've got what it takes and you are going to make it. Remember to encourage others to pursue their own dreams. Build each other up, encouragement is important.

lazy day

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that sometimes it's ok if the only thing you did today was breath.
	A day well lived does not have to include anything more than celebrating this Divine world through simple breathing.