exactly the answer I need

On this day of your life, Fabiola, we believe God wants you to know ... that kindness doesn't go unanswered.
	Even though it seems like thanks and acknowledgments for good deeds are in short supply, God notices them. When you feel like giving up because gratitude eludes, remember that God is delighted in your efforts. Don't stop showing kindness because you feel unappreciated, the author of good things appreciates you very much.

Okay here's the thing.

After all the dramas and problems that I've been through for these last 6 months, sometimes I feel that I don't get any support.
Like it's all me by myself.
Like I don't get any support.
Even no one asks how my condition is, what I will do, and so on.
Like they don't care or maybe they still think I'm the one to be blame even though she has thoughtlessly spread the wrong rumor.

I was asked to forgive everything that she has done to me.
However, to implement that into the reality needs much more efforts.
I have to acknowledge that to forgive and to forget is a damn hard thing to be done (even she never says sorry to me after all the gossips). I am a super oblivious person. But don't ask me to forget the things that she has done to me easily for the past few months.
Since I've cleared it out (I doubt that she had cleared it out first. I think she finally ought to clear it out coz in the end, people would know), I try my best to be positive-thinking.
To be kind and warm to everyone (except her).
I tried pretty much since that time.
However, I won't deny that sometimes I long for somebody's support.
In the midst of loneliness, I find this message which is exactly the answer I need.
Maybe it is really God's message.