bye you

"I wish I had never met you. Then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there." -Good Will Hunting (1997)


Never will I realize that I will experience this kind of karma for this cheesy quote ->Smiling is the best make up girls can wear.

I know that on each person's happiness comes with other's sadness. But still when you experience the real thing, it surely makes you freakin miserable. Is it because of real feeling or mere envy, I don't know. 

Maybe the thing that hurts me the most is because she gets it all the things that I want. And you are included in that. If somehow you are with the other girl, I think it will be less painful. Maybe.

Guess I just have to suck it up, live with it, and try to move on.

I believe that He makes all things beautiful in His time.

So, bye, dear you.