Failure

So I didn't pass bookkeeping exam that I took last week. I won't say it was not hard but I guess I didn't do that bad though. I dunno.

Recently I have faced so many failures. Well failure in this context is I failed to get what I wanted.
From job hunting to eic to this. It kinda makes me afraid to challenge something. I was not a person who was afraid to fail. But recently since there are so many failures, I feel like what I will do won't work.

Screw the bookkeeping exam. I can take it next time n probably will pass. But the thing is, it's really not about the exam result. It's about me failing all the times that makes me sick. I won't be this desperate if I got what I wanted.

Anw, fingers crossed for honors and ayd.

I desperately need these 2 to happen.