Envy

I know that I'm a person who is easy to get envy. I have known this fact since I was a kid.
It's killing me coz sometimes the envy is so overwhelming that makes me feel like I'm such a bad person who can't be happy for others.
Well, I put my hats off to somebody who really truly can be happy for others happiness.
Coz seriously, I find it is so damn hard to do.
I believe that someone's happiness is built by other's tears.
And for that person who's actually crying inside but still be able to sincerely be happy with others happiness, man, I don't think I can do it.
Believe me I don't wanna be an envious person.
I wanna be a grateful person.
I guess one reason why I become easily envy is because I look up too high .
I expect greatness from me.
Well, to be honest, I'm not even this near with great.
I'm a dull ordinary person.
That's why I shouldn't expect that much.
Less expect for yourself.
Maybe it will help me to be a less envious person.